By: Mandy Brady

I’ve always wanted kids of my own. But I never expected God to give me 80! Ok . . . so . . . maybe they’re not exactly my kids, and I’m not technically a mom, but I sure feel like it. I’m a volunteer at an orphanage in El Salvador and I definitely lay claim to the kids here. Even though they are not mine biologically, I care for them as if they were my own. I love them, and it hurts me that they are hurting. It hurts me when they make bad decisions. It hurts me when they don’t seem to care about their future, or worst of all, when they don’t seem to care about God.
So many of the kids here seem to have it all together on the outside - they go to church, read their Bibles, memorize their verses, do all the right things; but they don’t really know Jesus. This reality is rough on a mother’s heart. I want to have the assurance that all my kids will be saved. I do all I can to help them understand and realize the opportunity they have, but in the end it is still their choice. There is absolutely nothing I can do to make them choose salvation. I have never felt as helpless as I do here.
About a month or so ago, the other missionaries and I began gathering each morning to pray for specific cases and children. As we began to ask God to open their eyes, our eyes were opened as well, and we started to see more of the hurt. We also saw more opportunities to share the good news of Jesus. As we began to ask God to open doors for us, we saw them opening up. We also saw the devil increase his work too. We have one situation here that we have been praying for very intently. Today it seems that the door has been closed. Notice I said “seems”. In reality, we know that things are rarely as they seem. God has certainly not abandoned us. He has certainly not ignored our pleas for this child. I believe as never before, that there is incredible power in prayer. I believe that God has heard and answered us. A Bible verse that I have been claiming lately is found in Isaiah 49:25 “I will contend with those who contend with you, and your children I will save”. It is so important that we take God at His word and believe His promises even when things seem hopeless.
Working for God is not usually an easy thing, but I believe it to be especially challenging when working with children. But then again, the rewards are infinite. I have learned much from my experience here, and am learning more every day. The most important lesson I have learned/am learning is that nothing is impossible with God. My job is not to make things happen, my job is to be completely surrendered to Him and just to be in the place where He puts me and give it my all. I’m learning that the most powerful influence I have is in the little, unexpected moments where I just share what I know to be true, what I’ve learned in my walk with God. Kids really want you to be honest with them. And they want you to spend time with them, listening to them, playing with them and encouraging their efforts. The more time I spend with the kids, the greater the reward.
We’ve all heard that saying that nothing worth having comes easily. Anyone who works with children is on the front lines of the battlefield, of course it is not easy. But we have the assurance that the victory is won. We have the assurance that we are not fighting alone, we are not fighting in our own strength. Every soul is of infinite worth and God will not overlook even a cup of water given in His name. Money, possessions, prestige, comfort, these things are all worthless in comparison to the treasures we can be storing up in heaven. Let us leave behind the things of this earth and give our all in service to the One who gave so much for us (He gave it all in fact). Let nothing hinder you from seeking Jesus more every day, and seeking to draw your children too.
Mandy first visited El Salvador in 2005. She loved it so much that she when back for another year of service. Her duties there change frequently, but she is happy to be serving God in whatever capacity He calls her to.